I miss you.

5o++ days to SPM.

I don't feel sad because of this.
SPM makes me mad.

Just because of trial,
My aches keep popping out on my face.
Make me look even uglier.

I do really try my best.
=)

I miss you,
And you'll never know.

Just for Mr.Lim . ♥

Today, we bid farewell to our lovely discipline teacher, Mr. Lim Thee Ping.
He taught in this school for 22 years.
Guess how old is he ? xD

The farewell ceremony is the most special that I have never seen before.
The performances were awesome.
Taekwando team used my idol, SNSD's song, so I like it so much ! =D
And the dance performance, especially when Kuan Tee went down from the stage and hugged Mr. Lim. =)

Can't control my tears so many times.
The video that directed by those prefects,
It is so warm and touching.

He become an important person to our school, to everyone.
Wondering that whether our school will become worse without him.

To those bad students in this school,
Maybe feel so freaking happy that he's leaving school.
But, there's still many students and teachers love him so much.
He is just doing his job as a discipline teacher.
Not that Mr. Lim is strict or whatever.
Before that, please think that whether you are a well-disciplined student.
He treats good student well, treats bad student worse.
This is what a discipline teacher supposed to do.

I consider as a good student, so I love him. =)

He treats me so good.
I remembered that he tried to concern me when he saw my face look pale.
I remembered that he wanted to give me tonic because I was sick that time.
I remembered that he asked me whether I am poor because he thought that I have no money to buy breakfast.
And one more, since my Kim Peng reminded me, so I add up here.
He asked me not to cry as I get 2nd in cheer leading competition and said that our Rajawali is the BEST and NUMBER 1 for him. *claps* =)
And he successfully made me cry more.


How considerate of him. =D

We should feel lucky that we have him.
Somehow some of them still don't know appreciate him.
Just because the hair problem, always get caught by him.


Today, there is something I was so regret.
I didn't get his hug. =(
I had the chance, but I lost it.
Damn it !
He was just standing right in front of me.
Near the guard house.
Actually I was not supposed to be standing there.
But Kashin and me ran there secretly.
And the prefects didn't care.
If I don't care what others' think about me,
I will just hug him.
But fortunately I got the chance to high 5 with him. xD

Lastly,
All the best to you, En. Lim.
You know we will always love you. ♥

I love his bright smile so so much. ♥

Sucks.

I've never been so expected the mooncake festival.
Today, I really wanted to play the candles instead of lanterns.
I have no feeling toward lanterns, I don't know why.

I am so regret that I didn't buy myself at least a pack of candle.
Ended up nothing.
The mood is gone.
No more smile on my face.
It is really disappointed.

This is not childish that I am moody because of no candle.
But the feelings.
Any kind of festival mean a lot to me.
Chinese New Year, Valentine's Day, Birthday, Christmas and many more.

Next year, I will buy myself tons of candles.
Candles are not just for kids.
It reminds our childhood.



Tomorrow is the first day of trial.
Hope that I got improve myself in this exam.
Try to be hardworking.
For future, for me.

And wish all the Form 5s, do well in your exam.
=)

And for the candidates of PMR, 1 more week left.
Do your best and you have your freedom.
=)

=(

何时才能不为了别人而活?

为什么这个社会 什么都要看文凭?
上了大学 读的科系与现在的科系是完全不一样的
那为什么还要用文凭去评断一个人?
成绩考不好 代表以后就没前途吗?

人 并不是只有靠读书才能维持生活
真正的知识 并不是从书里读出来
而是靠自己真正去体会的

我不爱读书 我并不是读书的料
那只因为 这一切并不是我有兴趣的
我可以为了那些我有兴趣的东西 废寝忘食
但绝不是书
我可以很自恋的说 我记忆力很好
可是在背书的方面 却完全派不上用场

到最后 我还是得为我父母而活吧
读书 为了考好的成绩
读书 为了上好的大学
读书 为了找好的工作
读书 为了不让别人看衰

我要自由 并非禁锢 .

Money.

I wish I have these too. =(

钱 不是万能
但没有钱 就万万不能 .


I'm not coming from a rich family.
It's been a long time never enjoy myself in a trip.
I used to go for a trip with my family when I wan young.
No Paris, London, Hong Kong, Taiwan or whatever,
No Disneyland, Harry Potter- land.

Not that our country is not good enough,
but everyone has the curiosity and desire to go overseas right ?
I am always greedy.
Trips in Malaysia can't even fulfill me.

Heard that my friends around me are going for a trip during holiday,
Wow, do you know my feelings ?
Envy envy envy envy envy envy.

I want to earn a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot of money.
I want to bring my family to go anywhere they want to go.
I want to buy all the things they want.
I want to let them eat those delicious food that they wanna eat for so long but due to the cost.
I want to buy myself numerous of beautiful clothes.
I want to make them love me more... =(

By the way,
This holiday sucks.
Miss my friends a lot.