Jan 12

It would be perfect if I have great family, friends and lover at the same time.
But nothing is perfect, and I appreciate what I have now.

I miss my friends.
Although we're kind of lost contacts, and maybe our friendship aren't as good as before.
Maybe I'm already not the one who will let you think of when you're sad or happy or angry.
Maybe I'm already not the one who is important to you anymore.
But still, you all always have the important place in my heart.
The memories we shared, are too precious to me.

Still, everyone is having a living, including me.
So, we can't do anything but moving on.

I'm not the approachable type.
To be frank, I seldom start a conversation, I wait for people to talk to me.
Sometimes, I don't start it just because I want to know how long it takes you to remember me.

Time changes, people change.
We don't even know what will happen the next second.

But, please always remember that, I love you and miss you and I'm always here for you all. ♥

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I'm so into TaeNy couple lately.
I like the other couples too, but this couple is my all-time-favourite. :D

Because of their friendship.
Sweet, yet strong.
They fight, but it means they're close enough to fight.
This makes their bond even stronger.

This two have totally different personalities.
One looks strong but fragile inside, one looks innocent but tough inside.
Sometimes, two people with different personalities match well.
For example like, me, I barely speak infront of strangers, I even put on a cool face.
So, actually I need a person who is always cheerful, positive and socialize.

I wish I have friendship like TaeNy too. :D

TAENY IS MORE THAN REAL. ♥

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Oct 20

OH YEAH! I'll be going to Thailand tonight.
And finally I'm done packing my stuff.
Last minute AGAIN.

Before that, I don't feel any excitement at all.
Cause, first, I actually planned to meet my friends during my sem break.
Second, I have a lot of assignment left undone!
You know me, I'm the LAST-MINUTE-GIRL.
So, it makes sense.
Third, and the most important, I CAN'T WATCH MY GIRLS' COMEBACK STAGE!
As a SONE, how can I miss that?
But since my brother will bring his laptop along, so it makes me feel better. :D
Just hope the hotel I stay has free internet.

And I already promised some of them to bring back souvenirs.
I'll try to hunt some nice stuff there.
But, I have to confess one thing here, my taste ain't that good.
Even my mum can beat me with this.
So, don't COMPLAIN. :D

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BONUS PHOTO HERE.
In case you'll miss me like hell these few days.

TAA-DAA.
Why her?
Opps, besides she's my super bias, LOT of them told me that I look like her.
For those who are totally not agree with it, HIGH 5!
I don't agree either, but I'm still happy. TEEHEE.


BYE M'SIA, HI THAILAND! :D

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Oct 9

I’m doing fine. Bad actually.

Physically and mentally.

My body condition is goind down down down down down...

I'll take good care of myself, so don't worry. :D

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Communication is so much needed between human.

Without it, misunderstanding causes, trust broken, so do the relationship.

That's what mouth functioning. :D

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I love to sing, I love to dance too.

But I don't like to sing and dance at the same time. LOL.

It's exhausting.

And... I don't know what am I trying to say here. =___=

Too many things in my mind.

It hurts.

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Oct 1

BLAME TWITTER.
My last post was at Sept 2, and 45 mins more it's Oct 2.
It has been a month I never do any update.
Sorry guys.

I expressed all my feelings (actually just partially) on Twitter.
So, I don't have much things to share here.

My life is still going on no matter what.
It's not like time will stop for me or whatever.
I wish I have someone to encourage me and give me some advices on life.
But, NO. I have to comfort myself and stop the negative mind grow on me myself.

My best friends live near me yet I feel they are so far to me.
I don't get the chance to contact them and it's not that I already forget them.
But it seems everyone is busy on assignments, exam, work, ect.

I can't live without friends.
Sometimes they play the important role too, even family can't defeat that.
I MISS THEM, SERIOUSLY.
I miss my secondary school life !

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Girls' Generation is going to have a comeback soon.
Although it already postponed, but it still gained a lot of attention.
Even me also felt that I love them a little bit too much.
My boy complained too. LMAO.
He adores BIG BANG, me SNSD.
And he likes Tiffany. Buahahaha JUST JOKING.

I'm so looking forward to their comeback.
So do SONEs.
Yesterday already revealed the 1st teaser.
AND OH MY GOD, Yoona is so damn freaking insane GORGOUES PRETTY.
That's why she is the face of SNSD. LOL.

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I went to my cousin's wedding on 4th of Sept(?).

He's my cousin's son!
SO CUTEEEEEE.
And he was holding my hand. ♥

I LOVE THIS.
Super satisfied with this photo as it turned out great.
TEEHEE
But it looks FAKE too, of course.

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I already finished watching the whole season of "Gossip Girl".
It's a nice drama though.
And I kind of miss this drama, haha.
Hope to improve my English through watching drama.
But urgh, I'm still not that good at it.
FINE, learn harder.

BONUS PHOTO.
Taken on last Sunday.
I just picked the nicest photo. Muahaha

I LOVE KPOP.

AND, I LOVE HIM.
HAPPY 9TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY. ♥


THE END.

September 2

THE BEST HOLIDAY EVER.

I was like going out every day this whole week.

Abandoned studies and everything that made me unhappy.

But, pretty much of sad things happened too.

What an eventful week.

I DON'T WANT TO BACK TO MY COLLEGE LIFE. I'M SERIOUS.

THE LONGER I STUDY THERE, THE MORE I'M UNHAPPY.

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I went to Mid Valley alone on Wednesday A.K.A Malaysia Day.

I took KTM and again I knew Malaysia has no hope.

Is there any improvement ?

I DON'T SEE ANY.

What's the point of just bull-shitting there and never take any actions ?

Seriously pissed off about the public transport.

Car is always the best transportation to go to your destination.

That's why the amount of car is increasing and causes traffic jam every day !

THE BIG HOLE of Malaysia is over there and these people just ignore it.

We paid tax but we earned nothing.

Keep eating our money and use it in unnecessary things.

Like building palace to show off your status.

Not that I don't love my own country, but there's nothing to be loved.

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I had my lesson that day, so I suggested my friends not to take train again.

Sunway Pyramid, such a long distance to go.

So we went there by car, and wow, reached there less than 45 mins.

How CONVENIENT it was.

Ice-skating until 6pm and THESE GUYS WERE REALLY POOR IN DECIDING WHERE TO EAT !

Keep CINCAI CINCAI but after suggesting a place then they're like not willing like that.

DUH.

WHAT YOU ALL WANT ACTUALLY ?

Not angry but if they continue like that it'll be kind of annoying.

I love these 2 girls so much.

Great editing skill. TEEHEE

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Today went to Kashin's house to dye my hair and do my assignment.

I used Liese Bubble Hair Colour Ash Brown but it ended up not greenish but reddish.

And due to my lousy skill, my hair colour ended up not even.

Argh, never mind, not mad at it but also not satisfied with it.

I LOVE HIM SO I'M AFRAID OF LOSING HIM.

I'M SO SCARED. REALLY.

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