The facts.

I did have the urge to blog.

But, I gave up on the half way most of the time.

I don't have any interesting events recently.

Lifeless.

Repeat the same thing.

I would like to work and I am willing to.

Yet sometimes I am just being too choosy.

The places, the payment and the job scope.

I just can't independent.

Those jobs like have to work alone for so many hours, I'll feel afraid.

Not like the others.

So, I lost lots of working experience, money and time.

And, I have already registered to IACT college.

Officially a college student now although it starts on June.

Somehow I still feel a little bit excited about this.

I know I definitely will feel stress to those presentation things after this.

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Okay, back to the topic. LOL

I wanna have some updates before going through my main topic.

The FACTS about me.

I AM the person who ...

- Easily said than done.

- Hate to be ignored.

- Super passive.

- Don't know how to express feelings.

- Love to get focus yet also hate.

- Love to get compliment by others.

- Sometimes feels very confident to myself but sometimes totally opposite.

- Like to observe people.

- Strong self-esteem.

- Like to collect.

- Hard to say "NO".

- Don't like to be rejected.

- Very emotional.

- Get to be moody even just a small little thing.

- Like to be sulking and won't let others know why.

- Attentive.

- Like to hide myself in my own world.

- Selfish.

- Like to think in passive way.

- Like to pretend.

- Duplicity.

- Feels lonely easily.

I ain't arrogant but cool.

I am talkative to my friends but opposite to strangers.

I like to make friends but I don't have the courage.

I hate to social.

I feel upset when my friends ignore me.

I am not cheerful.

I hate people who like to push or beat or touch my head.

Actually, sometimes I don't even know myself well.

As it changes immediately.

* Urgh, really must improve my english writing and speaking skill from now onwards.

Shame on myself.

Keep using the same vocab.

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