Tiffany, you know I always love you. ♥

Yes !
Tomorrow is my Tiffany's birthday !!
This moment finally arrived. ♥

My Tiff and my Donghae.
They look great together. Teehee ♥

In the "Girls' Generation" MV.
CUTE !! =3

Oh oh oh oh, o ba nun sa rang he ~ ♥

Tiff and Yuri ~

I love her more day by day !
Even if she got a lot of dance mistakes or what-so-ever,
It won't change my love to her.


To the anti-SNSD or anti-Tiffany

You don't know any thing about them.
Please don't judge them without knowing.
They all are full of talented,
And they have load of potential.

Some of them used to call Tiffany as "Dhil-fany".
Which means she always dance the wrong choreography.
She doesn't get mad with this and even practices harder and harder.
Who doesn't make mistake ?
"Practice makes perfect." It's Tiffany's quote.


I love you !

Faster come to M'sia, SNSD !!

Waiting for the new songs ~

Hope the concert in Japan will held successfully.

And, please to be always healthy.

=)


"Everything will be good as long as you do your best.
Because if you do, there will be no regrets."
By Tiffany


* And the song is displaying now, is Tiff and Yuri's performance in Music Core.
They quit Music Core for preparing the concert.

The Girl-Friends.

My life can't without friends.
They are like my oxygen.
I'll die without them.

First, the confident one.
Doesn't care what others think about her. Just be herself.
Always support what I have decided and quite a good listener.
She still my hou ji mui although we don't meet much. ♥

The soft one.
She doesn't get mad easily. The best listener.
But she doesn't mention much about her personal things.
A mysterious girl.
Another my best ji mui even we're in different class. ♥

The cute one.
Another good listener too.
But also a good talker.
Have a lot of topic to chat with her.
A Twilight-fan like me too.
She is my wifey. ♥

The pretty one.
She is white but she doesn't look pale.
We used to call her "Kaka Cullen".
She's definitely one of the Cullen family.
She is the one who can keep secrets.
Everybody love her, including me. ♥

The funny one.
The girl who always likes to be a boy. Just kidding.
Actually she is very girlish.
Sometimes the way she laugh will make me laugh too.
She is my son. ♥

The crazy one.
Every day after 7am, her "crazy disease" appears.
She always the hyperactive one.
So, it's obvious when she is in bad mood.
I feels happy when I'm with her. ♥

The thin one.
She is the one who has a tiny stomach.
She always eats less.
Even one bowl of noodle, she also can't finish it.
If you're asking her to have a buffet meal, please don't,
The money will be wasted for sure.
Eat more, eat more ! ♥

The famous one.
This photo can't show how pretty she is, you have to see the real one.
The boys like her, so the girls do.
She'll get load of presents when the valentine day or her birthday reached.
She is in the relationship now.
Boys, better give up.
Stay sweet. ♥

The tall one.
She's really tall.
And the hardworking one.
She changes a lot.
She was a hot-tempered person before.
But now, less scolding people.
It's comfortable being with her. ♥

I'm so lucky having these girl-friends.
I appreciate.
And please, always remember that,
I love you ! ♥

=)

Future .

I doubt about my future.
I don't know what can I do now.
And I'm so worried.

I have interest in Mass Communication.
After the Taiwan's Education Talk today.
Alex, the speaker for the Ming Chuan University, is currently studying Mass Communication.
Gosh, he changed a lot !
He dyed his hair, no more spectacle, became thinner than before.
And !
He became more confident !
He can talk about his experience in Taiwan so bravely.
Is it related to the course that he's studying now ?


Taiwan.
A foreign country that I wanted to go so much.
But, studying there ?
Not such a good idea for my parents.
I admit that my result is quite suck.
Oppss, not quite, is banyak suck.
You think my parents will let me go overseas for studying with the result like that ?
Expired date is on 31th of August.
Even if I want to prove that I put more effort in trial,
No use at all.

Finally I spoke it out one time, in front of my sis.
And you know what ?
She replied:
"You think they'll allow you to go overseas?
Your result is so bad.
Even me, want to go Singapore also can't.
Don't think too much lah you."
Ouch ! It hurts !
Zero confidence.

"Mama, if I say I want to go Taiwan, what you'll do ?"
I can't even imagine the reaction of my mom.
Okay, I know, if I don't try, I will regret one day.
But I don't have any courageous.
Communicate with my dad, it's hard, you know ?
You don't know how narrow minded he is.
He is the kind of person that he thinks he's always right.
And he's very persist about the decision that he makes.
No, then NO !
There's no any possibility that it'll become YES.

Try, yes I will try.
After my English speaking skill has improved.

Asked Fatty to speak English with me.
But, it ended up speaking Chinese again.



Some of you might say,
Why don't you just shut up and start studying now ?
Oh, okay, who's willing to teach me ?




The future's thingy is really bothering me a lot.

No-title .

Nothing much to blog actually.
But I feel like blogging. =x



There was a "Chinese VS Indian" fight during recess.
Felt very excited about it at first.
Cause this is the first time watch in LIVE.
No Youtube.
And I saw a guy that I used to chat with him before.
He was in the part of them.
What ?
Are you kidding me ?
Felt disappointed, maybe ?
I thought he's kind of a good boy type.
Oh shit, I forget the phrase "Don't judge a book by it's cover.".

The red anger started growing up when I was walking back class.
Those scenes can't get out of my head.
Our school is kind of a good school among the others.
Okay, I knew there is a lot of KBians joined some gangsters.
But, fighting in our school area hard to happen in the past few years.
And now, it happened.
It made me feel like, our school is equal to those schools that have bad reputation ones.
I have to say, the discipline of our school is getting worse day by day.

Form 3, supposed to be having PMR.
And now, fighting.
Wow, such a good way to release their stress.

I just don't understand.
Why guys like to face punch ?
Are they born to be like that ?
Fighting can't solve problems.
It'll just increase your wounds,
And probably you'll feel that you are a man ?
Gosh !
All of you are just so childish.
Is your brain a sushi ?
Hey, think more before you do something.
Okay, maybe I'm not a mature girl too, but at least I'm better than you a hundred times !
It ended up kena buang,
Are you satisfying with this "happy ending" ?

What happened to the students in SMKB recently ?
(Except the form 5s. We're well-behaved.)

Shit, anger comes again.
Have to stop this topic now.




Fatty and his gang did some creative stuff today.
I do admire them as they don't repeat the same surprise.
Full of creativity.
Looking forward to the video.
It'll be nice and hope the birthday-girl get touching with it. =)


And,
Thanks a lot to my wifey for the pencil box due to my previous pencil box has a HUGE hole.
Thanks for your caring. Love you ! ♥



能做朋友 就是缘分
别为了那么一丁点小事 就做出或许以后会让你感到后悔的事

Vampire ... Awesome !

- Addition here -

The Twilight Saga : Breaking Dawn Part 1
Transformers 3
Spider 4
Terminator 5
5nal Destination
Pirates of the Caribbean : On Stranger Tides


Curious ? =P
Yeah These movies will scene NEXT YEAR !!
Which means 2011. =DD

Still have many movies.
But these are the movies I'm looking forward to.
Especially Breaking Dawn ! ♥♥

AND AND AND !!

Part 1 of the movie Twilight Breaking Dawn will be released on November 18, 2011.

Gosh !
I bet I can't sleep tonight.
Overexcited.



And the 2012 movies.

Avatar 2
Batman 3
Indiana Jones 5
Iron man 3
Karate kid 2
Percy Jackson 2
Prince of Persia 2

Wondering why don't have The Twilight Saga : Breaking Dawn Part 2 ?
=((

You better watch these movies earlier.
The 2012 rumor still going on. =)


Credits to Geng Jie.

____________________________________________________________


Another vampire.
I'm so into vampire recently.
"The Vampire Diaries"
1 gorgeous girl with 2 hot guys.
Triangle love.
Same with Twilight, obviously.
But they can't even compare with Twilight.
Cause Twilight always my choice. =)
But by the way, I'll watch it when I'm free.









Just now saw an interesting post through the Twilight page on facebook.

Who is the ultimate sexy beast?

And for the

MOVIE VAMPIRES AND WEREWOLVES
1. Edward Cullen (Robert Pattinson), Twilight/New Moon/Eclipse
2. Jacob Black (Taylor Lautner), Twilight/New Moon/Eclipse
8. Emmett Cullen (Kellan Lutz), Twilight/New Moon/Eclipse
9. James (Cam Gigandet), Twilight


SEE ?
Edward got number 1 !!
Hey Jacob, you're hotter than Edward, huh?
I'm totally in team Edward.

But why the list without Jasper and Carlisle?
They're hot too ! =DD


"You are my life now."
*Blush*

Another long post.

Just back from Tesco.


I'll go 1 Utama every saturday night.
My friends knew that.

But yesterday my parent's friend had an opening house,
So canceled.
Decided to buy Mc Flurry, but... T.T
He said tomorrow (which means today) just go.
They just told me when I've changed my clothes. LOL
Okay nvm, changed back.

Can't online, cause they didn't pay the internet fee this month.
Shit, bored all the day.

At night, after my parents went out,
Really cannot tahan.
So when my sis love chatting with her boyfriend,
I secretly put the Twilight CD.
But...
After a few minutes, my sis finished her love talking.
LOL
I thought it will take her a few hours. ==

Okay but fortunately, she said Astro has nothing can watch.
Phew~~
I told her "But... Twilight again wor~~"
"Nvm, watch lahh~"
HAHA cause my sis knew that I've watched Twilight for so many times.


After that, my mom came back.
Oh shit, I need to close.
Ahhhh, no time already.
Okay, let it.
Then, my mom watched with us. ==
"Why that girl so white 1?"
"Ouch !" (James stepped on Bella's leg, and her leg has broken.)
"YERRRR" (When Bella took out the broken glass in her leg.)
"Why the ending like that 1?" (The scene appeared Victoria with her evil smile.)
In the meantime, my sis kept telling the story to my mom.
Felt happy cause my mom just sleep a little.

Last time we watched Spider Man with her.
She slept in the cinema !
LOL !
Is it that bored? ==

Hmmm planning to let her watch the new moon. =DD

Today

After having our dinner,
My mom said "Eh, go Tesco lah, go there shopping 1 time lah~"
"Okay." My dad agreed.
My super shit face appeared.
SEE, Mc Flurry gone again.
^#@&^$#^%#$

Okay quite big.
Many hand phone counters there.
OI Adeline, I'm really mean it !
Please remember to help me ask the price.

No secret recipe, but King's. ==
Popular still okay, almost full with Eclipse.
Supermarket, hmmm, really super, like rojak (which means what also sell.).
Cinema still opening soon.
Jusco+Carrefour=Tesco

Actually if you think your after school time very blank,
Tesco is the place you can fill your time.
It'll be perfect if the cinema open.
Nearer than Kepong Jusco.

Anyone? =)



Like I said on facebook, I've deleted someone.
Yeah, it's a she.
Really felt annoying whenever I saw her on my news feed.
Okay just be yourself as you said although there are a few people hate you.
You had my pity at the beginning due to some cases and dislike another one.
But now, starting dislike you.
There is no wrong that a person has high confidence.
But you are just too over.
Okay maybe I have a little bit jealous on you.
But is it fun to see your uncountable photos and status spamming on my news feed?

Felt relieve when I've deleted you.
Like finally I can breathe.



我忍 我不出声 我不反驳
不是因为我胆小
因为我知道 我从来都不想失去任何一个朋友
我讨厌 争吵 战争 貌合神离
每个人 都有每个人的性格 好的 坏的
别妄想能改变任何人 如果连你自己都改变不了自己
唯一的方法 只有接受

朋友 能当朋友 你选择他/她当你的朋友
不就是要好好珍惜彼此吗?
如果 在背后偷偷地说着对方的坏话
那 做朋友还有什么意义?
每一个朋友 在我的心中 都有一定的地位
她们 对我来说 都很重要

我是标准外冷内热的人

爱情 对我来说 已不重要了
真正的体会到了 单身生活


=)

Happy Belated Birthday To Me. ♥

Actually I managed to post it yesterday.
But I think it will take me quite a long time,
So I post it although my birthday is over. =)



13/7

In a bad mood without any reason actually in the morning.
No talking at all.
Felt alone all of a sudden.

During recess,
All my friends saw me and hugged me and wished me.
"Happy Birthday !!"
Their sound surrounded the kantin. ==
"Shhhhh ~"
I don't like catching the others' attention to me.

After that,
Babe took out a plastic bag.
Okay, I knew it is my birthday present.
They said I'll scream after I see the present.
So curious.
And then,
O.H M.Y G.O.D !
Girls' Generation the Second Album Repackage !
And yeah,
I screamed. LOL
Everybody was staring at me. HAHA

They said it's Kaka Cullen's idea.
And babe choosing it about 1 hour.
So touching !
I didn't know how to express my feelings that time.
I just can't stop laughing.
But actually in my heart,
It was crying.

Yeah, I seriously need this sense of security.
It makes me feel like I'm important to them.


And the Tiffany's, Jessica's, Taeyeon's and Yuri's poster.
I've already pasted Tiffany's on my wall.
Whenever I wake up, going to sleep, going to school and back from school,
I can see my Tiff there. Geehee =DD



My family, except my sister, have forgotten my birthday.
It's okay for me actually.
We don't use to celebrate birthday like others.
And it makes me feeling less guilty.

I have my friends' wishes is enough, right? =)


And, my birthday is over.
Such a normal day.



14/7

We've already decided to go "Pao Bing" today.
And I knew that Kaka and Adeline can't go for some reasons.
After that, Momo too.
Okay, started feeling disappointed.

During recess,
Xinyi came and told me that she have to absent for the celebration today for some personal reason.
Okay, more and more.
But I knew, her mood is gone.
She kept telling me how guilty is she for the absence.
And the Super Junior's "Sorry sorry" LOL

I comforted her.
I can't be selfish.
You promised me, you have to treat me after SPM. =D
So, no guilty anymore, okay?

Changed to sportswear after school.
Liz fetched us (Ying Shye, Xying and me) to "Pao Bing".
While we were eating,
met Wei Jian, Jin Yong and his friends.
That Jin Yong said I'm changed (Due to my hairstyle).
Is that good or bad? LOL

When we finished eating,
Wow, Calvin came.
Perfect timing wehh~
Then asked him whether he wanna high tea with us. HAHA
Next venue, Moe De Cafe.

Saw Bobo there.
But maybe she's already forgotten me or can't recognise me,
So no greeting.
Hmmm quite sad.

We talked a lot.
But Calvin just kept quiet. ==
Okay, it was because we talked about those form 3 thingy.
Time flies.
4 months left.
Then bye bye. ='(
Genting and Sunway Lagoon, okay?


Liz and ys left first.
Just Calvin, Xying and me.
I opened the gift that Xying gave me.
Wow !
Surprised.
I thought it just a normal photo frame.
But I saw my pictures there.
And the message behind.
Controlling my tears.

Skip Calvin's part.

The careless Xying forget to take back her bottle.
Left in the restaurant. LOL
We went back to the restaurant and get back the bottle.

I reached home at 6pm.
I saw the guard's face expression when he saw just we both in the car.
He was like "Wow ! I'm so gonna to tell your dad !" LOL
Don't think too much.
Hey, Calvin, fried ice-cream ! Remember ! xD
Straight away went tuition.

Fatty Black suggested that if the person who speak in Chinese, has to pay 10 sen a word.
Example: 什么? Sorry, 20 sen please.
I agreed, Kaka too.
This is quite efficient to me.
But just the first day, I made 3 mistakes.
60 sen fly.



And the bad thing is,
The damn stupid fucking facebook !
Blocked me from commenting ?!
Before that, I just comment "Thanks ! =))" to those who wish me.
And now, still remain the same situation.
I'm wondering is this gonna be forever?
If yes, I gotta open a new account. =(



And and and !
The national service (NS) !
OMFG !
Newspaper wrote tomorrow just can know about the result.
But some people already knew.
No, please !

Here comes the three wishes,
First, No national service please !
Second, All human can live peacefully, no 2012 ! Go green !
Third, definitely secret.


Happy Belated Birthday to Me ! =))

English.

Hey dad,
Can you just stop talking about me?
Just MUTE !

It's a Sunday night,
And I don't even want to spoil my not-so-bad-mood until my birthday.
I keep avoiding to think about the open day.
I know it definitely will let the mood gone.
But, hey !
Now you are the reason why make me so down right now !
Chit-chatting with mom, talking about me with such a loud voice.
Let me hear it purposely.


I don't ever hear a good compliment of mine from you.
Yeah I'm already get used of it.
Maybe it's a miracle for you to say the good words of me.


Quite frustrating.
What's the topic of me this time?
"English".
Yeah I personally think that my English not that bad, but yeah, not that good also.
But I do improve a lot this few days.
I do really try to read English books, watch American movies and dramas, listen how do they speak English so fluently, read the English subtitles and try to understand it, reading others' blogs, read magazines, even sings Taylor Swift's songs (Her songs are much of difficulty to sing.).
And now, using English to blog.
After the school has organised the mini education fair,
I realised that English is important.
For jobs.
Interviews.
Communication.

So I started to focus in English.
Especially in writing and listening.
But I think I failed in speaking.
I tried to speak before.
Gosh, it's really really weird.
Every time when my dad asked me something,
My brain suddenly blank.
Not that "Yes" "No" I also don't know how to answer.
Just I felt the pressure.
I'm scared.
After that those broken English came out.
"Lah" "Loh" "Meh"
I hate these Malaysian-English actually.
But I got influenced.

Whenever I chat with my friends in msn,
These "Lah" things will appear.
It's so natural for me.
I can't even control.

And this class, not even more than 5 people speak English the whole day.
We do speak English during Pn. Yap's period.
But some still speak Chinese secretly, right?
Including me, though.


Upset.
I think my dad gotta start asking my sis and bro to speak English with me for sure.
He asked few times before.
Okay, it was quite successful in the beginning.
But after couple of days, failed.
Cause we just spoke English in front of him.


Someone said that,
"It'll become a routine if you do it about 22 days non-stop."
Wow, 22 days.
It's damn long, man.


Another target now.
Force myself to speak in English and read more English.



It's quite a long post, huh?
Thanks those who really read my blog completely.
It means that you concern me. =)
This blog is where I have the chance to release my stress and share my real feelings to you all.


=)

Eclipse. ♥

Love Twilight even more day by day. =)
Totally Edward and Bella's world.
No Jacob please.

Watched Twilight with Ms. Soon, Momo and Fatty Black yesterday.
Before that, I already felt very excited.
I still keeping the Twilight-New moon's ticket.
I watched with Xying and Calvin. =)

Reached 1U (Credits to Ms. Soon's mom.),
That Loke Momo said she want to buy the Eclipse CD.
LOL !
It scene on 8 July.
Now just 9 July only ahh, wouldn't be so fast to get the CD de.
Then me and Ms. Soon went to Big Apple.
Yay !
I miss them !
And I saw Donashi too !
But I decided to buy next time.
Donuts are more important than that. HAHA

After that, we reached the cinema.
We couldn't see the reservation counter.
Then we thought we have to queue up.
OMG !
Damn many people there.
I think after we buy the ticket, the movie is already finished. ==

Then Fatty went and ask those people who in charge.
They said the counter is over there. (pointing her left side)
LOL !!
I forget there is the counter.
Wondering why we already reserved still have to queue up. HAHA


Okay.
I would like to say,
Eclipse is awesome !
BUT !
Except the damn Jacob's part.
I used the popcorn's box to avoid myself to watch Jacob and Bella kissing.
Then the Fatty Black said I'm acting cute.
Totally speechless.
Every time I see Jacob, I said:"Go die lah go die lah !"
HAHA
Then the girl that sat beside me asked me:
"Hmmmm.. You don't like Jacob?"
"Yeah." I nodded.
"You like Edward?"
"Yeah." Nodded again.
I was like "Abuden? I hate both of them? LOL"

Waiting for the "Breaking Dawn".
I heard that it will separate into two films because it's too long.
Yay ! =DD



*Skip skip skip

When I reached home,
Oh shit !
Nobody is at home.
And I didn't bring the house key !
Damn it !
So, I waited them about 20 minutes.
My mom said:" See next time you will bring or not."
LOL !




Just now played the impression thingy on facebook.
HAHA
Quite fun.
But I ignore some strange net friend.
Hey, I don't even know you neither see you.
You expect me to comment about the first impression to you?
LOL !!

By the way,
It makes me know more about what others thinking of me.
Quite shock lah actually.
Many people said that I look fair and white.
I don't even think that I look white.
White is good, but it makes my dark circles more obvious.

And I do look pale, I know.
Even some time En. Lim saw me, he thinks I'm going to sick.
One day he asked me:
"You are from poor family?"
I was like "Har? Why is he suddenly ask me this?"
I answered not so poor but not rich also.
"Ohh, I thought you don't have money to eat." O.O
He even wanted to give me some medicine to eat.
SPEECHLESS.

And some said they saw me walking back home.
I'm okay with it.
Because too many people told this to me.
"Eh, why you keep staring on the floor when you walking back home? Got gold in it?" ==lll
Yeah I scare I accidentally step on a shit. LMAO

Calvin forget my birthday !
Kill you kill you ! =(

All about food.

Warning:
To those who are starving right now or having a diet
Please click the "X" at the right corner of the window.
For your own good. =)



Except traveling,
My another expensive dream is,
EAT ! :D

For me,
Live is to eat,
Not eat is to live.
Who doesn't like delicious food? =D

Sushi

I wish I could have uncountable sushi right in front of me !
(Mouth-watering)

Western food

I love western food too.
Like lame chop, chicken chop, whatever chop I also like.


Dessert time ! =)

Yeah, the ice-cream brand that I like the most.
Although I haven't try it before. =(

Wow !
Twilight is in it !
A taste of Twilight by Haagen Dazs. xD

Mix with chocolate.
*yummy yummy ~

Cupcakes

It's so pretty !
I'll bake it for my future boyfriend.
Just a maybe. xD

Iphone cupcakes. Cool !

Cuteeeeeee !

Okay maybe I'm poor,
So my must-eat-food are almost expensive brand.

I'm still waiting to eat Haagen Dazs !!

I don't like to eat Korean food actually.
Before trying it, I was expected it'll be taste good to me.
But...
I felt like wanna vomit when I was eating.
No offense. ='(
Their food really not my type.
But I like their 石锅拌饭.
I hate the most is 泡菜 !


Actually I would like to mention Big Apple too.
But since Chooi Chee posted it in her blog,
http://eminey626.blogspot.com/
View her blog if you wanna know more. =)
*Wondering how Donashi taste like.



Okay, go to bed now.
FIFA later.
Germany vs Spain.
I personally support Germany lah. =D
Win please.

Travel.

Finally realized that I must have a theme to blog.
It's so hard to blog without a theme.


I like traveling.
But, till now, the furthest country I went is Sarawak !
No lie please.
No overseas before.
Those pulau like pulau redang, pulau tioman, pulau langkawi and pulau what-so-ever,
A big NO !
Such a pity.
My dad stopped bringing us to go for a trip since last few years.
last few YEARS !
I love beach so much !
But not dirty beach please.

Bali

Pulau Redang

Pulau Tioman

Still have many to blog.
But the google image sucks.
Keep on fail uploading image.

I wanna go overseas !
Taiwan, Korea, Japan, Melbourne, France, Germany and ... and ...
Almost over the world HAHA
It makes me feels like I know a lot of thing.
But !
Money money money !
This dream is too expensive, need a lot of money.

My mum even asks me to become a 空姐.
Go overseas for free.
High salary.
Wow.
But I know I don't have the qualify.
My english sucks.
My malay worse !
I'm fat.
Sigh.



I'm fine.
Miss my babe xying. =)