I want .

I want to be tough.
I want to be cheerful.
I want to be selfless.
I want to be slim.
I want to be pretty.
I want to be confident.
I want to be patient.
I want to be hardworking.


Get rid of emotional.
Get rid of selfishness.
Get rid of cowardly.
Get rid of inferiority.
Get rid of high-tempered.
Get rid of laziness.



The perfect Tan Mui Hui is created.
But, nobody is perfect. =)


So, I should improve myself.
To increase my presence.

我的一切
都只是在显示别人的美好

10.22

发觉到 我对待事情的态度是极端的
对于我喜欢的事物 充满热情
对于不喜欢的 甚至可以置之不理


在学校科目方面 也是一样
我喜欢的 我可以从早到晚 废寝忘食地 拼命做习题
不喜欢的 我连碰都不想碰


所以 考出来的成绩
也很极端 ==
好的 可以很好 差的 可以很差


我就是挪不出那一点热情 在我不喜欢的科目上
不喜欢就是不喜欢 要怎么样才能勉强喜欢 ?


众所周知 我很喜欢英文 (但华语还是我的母语啦~)
说真的 我并不觉得我的英文很好
英文好过我的人 多得是
从小 我就很喜欢读英文
只要看到书上有英文字母
我都忍不住会读一读
到现在也是


喜欢读 并不代表就会讲
讲英文这方面 我可以说是超级烂
以前爸就一直叫姐和哥和我讲英文
但到最后 还是讲回华语 ==
已经习惯了嘛


称赞 真的能鼓励一个人
至少是对我来说
当别人称赞我 我就会想做得更好 =)



还剩一个月
我能吗 ?

10.21

Saw my header ?
Yeah, it's the latest SNSD's concept !
Hoot ~
And my Tiffany is the one with red ~
Super gorgeous and sexy *giggling* =D

Everyone of them are so pretty !
Can't wait for their comeback stage !
29th of October at Music Bank !
*Exciting*


________________________________________________________


I am so in good mood nowadays.
Close to my girls, and some of the 5bians too.

We had dinner at Momo Restaurant on Tuesday night.
Finished our food and blew the birthday cake's candle, we played game.
Some of them, their legs had been beaten until the somatic cells has died.
But, the relationship between us becomes closer and closer.
We were classmate about 2 years, but now no more strange.
Late better than never. =)



When I was updating this blog post,
My mom came into my room in a sudden and showed me a paper.
GOSH, it was SURAT AMARAN !
It stated that I have been absent for 10 days.
And the funny part was, it counted from January until August.

What is the big deal ?
I am not the student that absent 1 or 2 days in each WEEK.
This letter made my white paper appear a dirty spot.
My mom asked: "Why are you absent 3 days in April and August ? You hang out with your friends secretly during school is it ?"
I was like ==lll
"No !!" I tried to protect my reputation. LOL
"Don't pretend ahh !" Unsuprisingly, don't believe again.
"You think my friends are willing to accompany me play truant meh?"
Then my mom laughed.
Phew ~
Some of the days were the replacement class, I did tell her about this, but she forgot.

Fortunately, Pn. Cheong didn't write wrong my dad's name. xD

得到的同时
是不是 意味着
失去的到来 ?

♥

继续过你的日子
别再来打扰我 和我的朋友们
你过你的 我过我的


随便你们怎么想
我就是喜欢当坏人
我从来就不后悔 我做出这个选择
因为 这并不是冲动出来的抉择


失去一个 却赚取多个
我很幸福 不是吗? =)

They are always my number 1. ♥

Attention:
Just move your mouse to the "x" button if you are an anti-fan of SNSD.



I dreamed about So Nyuh Shi Dae this afternoon.
They wanna overnight in my house,
I was too excited,
I prepared everything, camera and myself.
Tiffany kept smiling at me. =DD
But suddenly they gonna leave (you know dreams have no logic)
Starting feel nervous.
But I still have to say bye bye to them.
Then, I woke up. =(



Okay, I know.
If there's fans, must have anti-fans too.
But to those anti-fans, please stop being childish.
There's non of my business if you dislike them or even hate them.
But can you all just please shut up?
Is there any advantage for being like this?
I'm sure our S♥NES are much more better than the anti-s.
Not only the number, but the manners.


I don't understand, why other idol's fans keep scolding and insulting our SNSD?
Maybe you don't know, actually there is friendship between idols.

"2NE1’s Minzy thanked SNSD members in the “Thanks to” portion of their full-length album, catching the attention of many netizens. In particular, Minzy thanked SNSD’s Sooyoung, Tiffany, YoonA, andHyoyeon.

Even though 2NE1 and SNSD are rivals under different labels, the fact that they share such good friendships is very heartwarming."

If you really like your idols, please don't make your idol feel sad.
Think, if many people are attacking your friends, how do you feel?


I like many korean groups, they have their own charming, personalities and style.
Somebody would say, "2NE1 just debuted few months ago but already surpassed SNSD which debuted 3 years."
I was like "What?"
These 2 groups obviously have different style, there is nothing to compare.
2NE1 can't be sexy and cute while SNSD can't imitate as hip hop style too.


I found that Youtube has ton of anti-fans hand make videos.
Oh I can say, you all are so care about SNSD. =)
Lip-syncing?
Do you think it is so easy to sing while you dance?
Their live performance are great, do you ever watch that?


Plastic surgery?
Oh, this is common to Korean.
So, what's the matter?
Everybody want to be prettier, is it wrong?
If you wanna do it great as an entertainer, first, you must have good-looking.
Everybody care the appearance, right?
Then, you don't have the right to blame them for doing plastic surgery.

No talent on them?
This is a terrible reason that an outsider usually say.
Just shut up if you don't know them.

Making lot of mistakes?
Oh who has no mistakes in their life?
Those mistakes are cute for me.
But for the anti-s, they are like "It's normal to see them making the mistakes."
Excuse me, this is not easy to become an idol.
You don't know how they work hard.


I really can't stand those anti-s' poisonous mouth.
Someone said to me "You angry also no use, they (SNSD) also don't know."
But they are my idols, the 9 girls that I really like so much with my heart.
Who can endure other people say your idol in front of you?
This is my natural respond.

Like I said,
其实 做百件好事 都比不过做了一件坏事. 因为 人 通常只记得你的坏 却从来不提你的好.

I like them for 2 years.
I know their things more than you do. =)

SNSD is ♥

10.12

我 始终都是一个人


惯了


=)

The day.

What a boring Monday.
But it was quite fun at school.

We counted the number of couples have been created by Form 5 in our school.
We counted so far, there's 40 couples !
And numerous of them are handsome guys or pretty girls.
Wow, please take note, many of them have been taken LOL

Others were busy revising the account.
But I was sleeping there.
Well, you know me~
HAHA just kidding, don't punch me

When that was about to dismiss,
I was asking my classmate to fetch me back.
But that Fatty Black refused.
Good coconut ~
After that, I was tired of "arguing" with them.
So I just went to sit Po Yee's seat.

And my girls thought that I was emo-ing LOL
I really wanna view the scenery only.
I was quite disappointed that I can't sit beside the window.
I like to observe the car, the pupils, the weather and ect.
I can do it without any talking in 1 hour or few hours.
Never feel boring.

Thanks Sin Roong for fetching me back.
Chee Sin, Fatty and others, sorry for being a troublemaker.


30th of October is our graduation day.
18 days left !
Time passed so fast, huh ?
My study life in secondary school is gonna end so soon.
Complicated feelings.
The memories, between my friends and me, are tattooed in my heart.
Do things that you really wanna do.
Otherwise, you'll definitely regret after this. =)

对不起
我只是 真的很讨厌被冷落.

感触.

觉得自己心里的年龄开始逐渐老去
回想以前
当时的我
多么单纯
多么愚蠢
多么幼稚

这是自然现象吧
长大了
成熟了
看事情的角度也不一样了

但 成熟了 事情想得更多 顾虑的事更多
不知不觉 开心慢慢地和你绝缘了

有时候 想想
为什么我要是个巨蟹座的人
情绪化 往往是我的致命伤
前一秒开心的大笑 后一秒摆个正宗臭脸
我不懂得掩饰
也不想要掩饰
开心的时候挂个笑容 伤心的时候嘴角低落
生气的时候邹邹眉头 发呆的时候眼神空洞
因为 我想让我亲近的朋友们知道我的心情
因为我不善表达
有时候观察我的表情就能洞悉一切

经历过的事情 改变了我 改变了一切
有时候 区区一个小小的抉择 你的一生就会改变
而我 当然曾经做过了让自己后悔的抉择
无论是在友情里 还是爱情里
但 现在的我 过得很开心
撇开考试 撇开自由
我很满足于我现在的生活
身边围绕着我爱的家人 朋友
但 寂寞感 有时还是会向我袭来

哈 语无伦次了
心里 脑里所想的 一股脑地都写了出来
严重离了题

或许是 突然想起以前的回忆吧
我就是这样 念旧 =)

Sick.

Short update here.

What's wrong with me ?
Running nose, fever, cough, even my eyes swollen again too.
Actually I wanted to attend school today,
I wanted to chat with my girls since there's less teacher is teaching.
Cause on Wednesday, my wife and those guys talked about me. LOL
So regret that I played truant that day, sigh.

When I used to be a child, I got many love and caring when I was sick.
My dad will call my mom for asking my situation.
My mom will wake up early in the morning and wake me up to eat medicine.
They will ask me, "How are you now?"
"Feel hot?"
"Sweating?"
I love the feelings.
But I know when others get sick, the anxiousness is killing me.

So, I don't want to let myself get sick easily.
And make my parents worry me so much.

Now I just hope that I can recover as fast as possible.
This is so cruel to me that I can't eat or drink something cold.
And my stuffy nose make me can't sleep well.
GOSH

But friends,
I will recover soon.
Don't worry. =)

Realised.

Yeah, although the trial is going on,
But it will never stop me from watching any shows.

The American Next Top Models.
Watched whole 11 episodes in a week.
I have learned many things in it,
Not about the modeling or the pose, but the reality of these girls and this society.

Obviously, everybody as a competitor, there's no "true friends" between them.
Their mind are full of "champion", "number 1" and ect.
They don't care whether you once treat them nice.
If you are the one who they think will affect their ranking,
They definitely will consider you as their rival,
and promise themselves that they will defeat you someday.

And, they are really too mean for me.
They are straight forward, they won't think about what should she say, what shouldn't she say.
They behave according their mood.
So, arguments have always been created.

But, there's something I really admire.
Their GREAT confidence.
Nobody could let them down.
Even though they know that someone or many girls are talking their bad,
They just remain confidence and continue the competition.
"Don't let others affect your mood, you live for yourself."
"Just be classic."

Sometimes I just don't understand why some of them have high confidence of themselves?
Yeah, nobody is perfect.
All you need to do is love yourself, treat yourself nice.
But don't forget to review yourself too.
Know well of your weak point, and improve it.

Oh, I can say, I am much more better than some of them. =D

There's still many things for me to learn,
I am still a little bit care about the others' opinion on me.

I'm not the best, but I would be better.
=)

"Empty vessels make the most noise."

________________________________

Check this out,
The long awaited music video,
SNSD's Gee Japanese Version ! ♥

* Anti-s, get a life. =)

He's just not that into you.

Oh, come on,
He's just not that into you.
=(

我爱你 你爱她
咦 怎么这世界 已经没有人相爱
=(