June 24

DPC today.

The scenery is so nice and it'll be great if I have great camera to capture it down.

But I use my mobile phone to capture it instead.

These are after photo-shopped.

Added some meaningful quotes.

The feeling is so different after adjusting the colour and added caption.

I love to take scenery photo. :)

Although I'm not good in taking photo with angle.

I focused more on the feelings which the photo brings it out. :P

I love to take photo that only shows my lips lately.

The feelings again. :P

I'll get Monday Blue tomorrow for sure.

But now, enjoying my Sunday night. :)

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June 22

The previous article I posted was 2 months ago. wow.
I'm just not really into blogger these days and I have not much time to update.
But, I'm here again. :)

It's funny how life I lived remaining the same, but after 2 months, it actually changed.
I guess, I just have to deal with it.
It's not that I have a choice.

This is exactly what I feel right now.

But, besides to my close friends and him. :)

1 month left to an end of my 4th semester life.

Exhausted I can say.

6 assignments to be done within a month.

Quote what Jessica has said before: S.T.R.E.S.S

But my stress is coming from thinking negatively.

I love to stress myself, I don't know why.

Like, naturally stressing myself.

I definitely don't like it but I can't help myself.

Because of the excessive assignments have been given, I can barely catch up my idol's news.

I know nothing about their schedules or their activities.

It didn't upset me but it's enough to make me sad. :(

Since I gain energy just by seeing them.

And congratulation to my sister.

It's so soon I no longer have my own room and space.

Plus the annoying sound it'll be coming so soon. O_O

You know I love you, Jeremy. :P

Thanks to him,

He makes me feel much better whenever I'm in bad mood.

♥

I smile, I laugh,

Doesn't always mean I'm happy.

You never see the pain I hold it in.

April 18

This is gonna to be a short update.
Just wanna share happy things that happened today.

Having Sociology class in the morning.
Miss Jo gave us some test to do, not the exam kind of test, but personality test.
Since it's sociology class. lol.

And this is my result.

I'm obviously an introvert. lol.
But luckily NOT THAT introvert.
If not I really can't survive in this course. :P

We did some interesting activities too.
Like, how to rob a bank. lol!
Which makes no sense.
And each group have to design class t-shirt, for fun. lol.

And this is ours.

Inspired by G-dragon. HAHAHAHAHAHA

And after that, I had consumer behaviour class.
The fun part isn't about the assignments obviously.
But the lecturer.
At first, he asked us to introduce ourselves, but in a weird way.
Like, he even asked me when is my birthday. lol!

And he talked about Girls' Generation too.
Cause they've been to KLCC before.
He actually went there, and I don't know whether is his niece or not, who is crazy about them. lmao.
And he's like standing there watching her shouting like no tomorrow.
I CAN IMAGINE THAT SCENE. buahahahaha

And he got the whole class discussing about the event.
I was like "when is he going to stop this topic" lolol.


And.. I have nothing to share anymore.
Ciao. :P

April 1

Emo Soshi.
Just like what I'm feeling right now.

一人做事 一人担.

Feels like everybody is leaving me.
And yeah, it's good for you to leave me alone.
Cause I ain't that good, at all.


Happy April Fool,
and Happy Birthday to my sis.

F.R.I.E.N.D

不懂是不是因为今天太闷 特别想念这几条妞
并不是说因为闷才想念 lol
只是因为脑袋空空 你们就成为了我想念的主角

这期间 有老套的想过弄video 弄slide show
只是想表达对你们的想念
但都因为我的三分钟热度 还有太复杂 就有始无终了

这几条妞 这几条妞 怎么说
我都好珍惜 好珍惜
我本身就是一个很难交朋友 但一旦交上了 就永远的人

中学毕业第二年 改变了很多
我不知道我们之间的友谊 是否改变了
但你们在我心中的位置 不曾改变

对我来说 没能像之前那样 天天能见到你们
是种煎熬
个个都有了自己的生活
不懂的事情越来越多
见面了 什么都说不出口
只因为想珍惜可以见面的时光

我不善表达
我不喜欢肉麻话
在你们面前 我什么话都说不出口

我也会不安 每天都在想
你们是不是都忘了我 是不是只有我一个在想念
我很念旧..

都不找我 我都要哭liao
TT
有空一定要出去叙旧一下!
不然我就杀去你们家! hng!

SNSD ♥

I had a great night yesterday and it would be the greatest day in my life.
I love SNSD for about 4 years and finally FINALLY, I met them in real life. :)


I can't sleep the whole day cause my mind was full of them.
Imagining how great it'll feel.
I headed to klcc at 7 something in the morning hoping that I could get a good spot.
But it turned out not what I expected, cause everyone is everywhere. lol.
There was no exact a line to queue up.
So, I simply find a place and sat there.

During that time, I felt so insecure as I didn't know where was the entrance.
Then, I saw soshified members start setting up their banner.

So nice! And everyone started taking pictures like it's real them. lol.
And I spotted myself at the left hand side.
Wearing white T-shirt with pictures, sitting on the floor #likeaboss. lol.

Then, the weather was getting hotter and hotter.
So, I went inside klcc to have lunch.
This was what I'm wearing yesterday.

 

Front 

Back

It's handmade shirt, me and kashin made it.

We both were wearing the same shirt.

It quite messed up, but we're still proud to have it. lol.

Because this special shirt only have 2 in this world, so it quite stood up.

I realized some of the people keep staring at our shirt.

Even some foreigner saw it then said "WOW, SNSD." lol!

Quite embarrassed but felt proud too.

Not embarrassed because of them knowing I'm a SONE but my poor drawing skill. lol.

Skip the waiting part and start the unhappy part.

In the evening, the securities started blocking and simply stood at one spot and said where he stood is the front line.

So everybody RUSH to his back hoping that they'll get into the front line.

The pushing caused.

After that, people made chaos and I thought SNSD came.

A FEW TIMES.

At the end, it ended up seeing nothing. @#%$#&$#^@#$!@#!@

It was my first time being pushed here pushed there like a sadine.

Everyone was CRAZZAYY.

But luckily Dao Jun and Jessica JJ helped us.

Thank you so much! :D

Finally I got into the fan zone, but already so many ppl there.

So, I tried to find a spot that I could see them clearly and not being squeezed.

But it's quite far to the stage.

So the feeling of seeing their real person isn't that strong.

But I still feel great happiness. :)

Let the pictures do the talking. :)

So sad that Yuri didn't get to come here.

She has her filming schedule. :(

See you next time, Yuri! :DD

Before they appeared, I stood on a high place (I don't know what it called).

Then the securites kept calling us to come down.

I felt so fed up as I'm quite short and there're a lot of tall people blocking my sight.

But luckily during their performance they didn't do so.

If not I sure COMPLAIN them till DEATH.

The second they appeared, I cried.

The moment when Tiffany shouted:"MALAYSIA, PUT IT BACK ON!", I cried.

The time they're gone, I have already no tears.

But the sad feeling is so strong, it remains until now.

I want to see them again, at their 3rd or world tour.

I know, they're definitely coming to M'sia again as they promised us. :)

My pictures, credit to kashin.

My big thanks go to Joshua, who bought tickets to most of the SONEs.

Without his help, I won't be able to see my girls and I will stand on the road outside. lol.

I feel so glad and happy to know these SONEs.

They're so kind and funny. haha.

Will meet them again at SNSD's concert in the future. :D

20120323 The day I met my girls in real life.

You know why I love SNSD?

They remain humble even though they're so well-known.

They don't brag or complain even if they received unfair treatment.

They ask us to love other fandoms.

They congrats and feel happy for artists that received award like they're winning.

They enjoy the other artists' performances fully.

They are always so cheerful, positive and dorky.

Most of all, they love us, SONEs.

FOREVER 9. ♥

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March 20

昨晚终于读完了我的<女王力>
得到了很多启发
这也是为什么我喜欢读自我启发的书

在这里分享一些 带给我最多启发的字句
1. 我为自己而活 我为己而容.

2. 自己的快乐自信 不是来自于别人 而是来自于你爱你自己.

3. 当你越相信自己有多糟 你就越不可能会变好.

4. 懂的拥有正面力量 少批评自己 批评别人 多微笑 爱自己 你会变得越来越美.

5. 你一直质问自己为什么不快乐 但是为什么你不能让自己快乐?

6. 人生苦短 为何没事让自己不快乐? 快不快乐都是自找的 自己选择的.

7.人生本来就有很多考验 浪费时间在抱怨 不如赶快跨越.


真的 一个人 最需要的 就是正面的思想.
没有正面的思想 永远不会有光明的未来.

我花太多时间在抱怨 羡慕 嫉妒别人
却从没想过 好好充实一下自己


我可以的 ! :D


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今天一整天都处在很震惊 不安 兴奋的状态
因为得知少时会来马的消息
而且还在三天后
那种震惊 真的 心漏跳了一拍
这一整天 都在struggling 少时到底真的会不会来
对我们马来西亚SONE而言 真的是很难想像的事

不过我也希望以此方式 让她们知道马来西亚也有很多SONE
她们就会来这里办演唱会了 哈哈

我才不管 那挤不挤 热不热 我得很早很早出发
能看她们那么一眼 我也心甘情愿了 :)

老天爷 求求你 实现我和大家的梦想.

好爱你们九只 怎么办 ♥

March 17

Awkward-shocked. lol.

I'm fine. Yeap.

I'm on half sem-break now, final exam on 26th.

My class timetable is too flexible, until I don't even feel like I'm a student right now. lol.

But, the stress that came to me is no joke.

It's really hard to deal with that, it needs a lot of hypnotism to do.

Hypnosis myself to stay positive, to be optimistic.

If I already can't stand all the things I'm going through now, how am I gonna survive in society life?

Two-faced people are everywhere, but I have to smile no matter what.

This makes me a two-faced person too.

They act good in front of you, but scold you rubbish behind your back.

How could this kind of people ever exist?

They don't even feel shame about it.

This kind of feeling is really terrible.

I even felt that the greatest stress is coming from the people, but not the course itself.

So, yeah, I'm fine.

I will be fine. :)

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逃避 隐藏

都只是想知道 谁在乎 谁第一个发现

一切都是不安在作祟

Feb 19

Once again, I'm so into taking pictures.
Not just sel-ca, but everything.
Especially flowers.
Had my lunch at The Garden yesterday.
Everything there is just so beautiful.
It still looks nice even just a simply shot.

I'm suck in managing the "angle".
So, I always panicked whenever people ask me to take photo for them. lol.
Cause the result usually turns out terrible.
Slim people become fat, V-shaped face become U-shaped face.
Everything depends on A.N.G.L.E.


Nonsense post. lol.

Feb 8

This is what I bought by using voucher yesterday.

No regret buying it cause I want her book so much!

So far I bought 2 out of 4, it's so hard to find!

Will dig out the other 2 next time for sure.

I love to go to self help and psychology categories when I go to book shop like MPH and popular.

I'm so interested in it for no reason.

Maybe I really need some emotional help. LOL.

2 vouchers left. I'll use it wisely. :)

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Edited photo for sure.
Like I need to explain. lol.
My black eyes circle is too terrible so I brighten the photo a bit and edit the colour tone.
I like this colour. keke.
I'm so sorry if I cheated you all that I'm pretty with this SO-NOT-ME photo.
But yeah, I do look like this.
Just.. "beautified". LOL.
Edit it just to make myself feel good. WHAT THE.
Kay lah, I don't look that bad in real person.

.............

WHY I CAN'T STOP MUMBLING?!


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To YOU,


Thank you for everything.
Whether you're still reading my blog or not, I still wanna say it out.
I've been through hard time these days.
Hope you're not.
I MISS YOU, AND ALWAYS WILL BE.
You deserve a happy life.
And it still hurts for me to realize that I'm not the one who can make you happy.
:)



♥

Jan 30

Sorry grandma..
Will visit you next time.
Stay healthy!!!!!

:)

Jan 29

This year I get the most angpau. HEHEHE.

Thanks baba mami and cousins and friends' parents.:D

Jan 16

Finally renew my blog, I feel so fresh. :D
Getting bored with my previous layout, and it did nothing in motivating me to blog more.
Once I've upgraded it, see, here I am blogging. LOL

All thanks to Chooi Chee, click here to find out more!
For people who know nothing about HTML, it's definitely a good way to customize your blog even nicer without struggling how to deal with that. :D

Besides that, I've changed my blog title too.
It's actually a combination of unique and Elaine, which is my nickname.
This title just simply came across my mind and I used it without thinking a sec.
And now I started loving it. LMAO

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Yesterday was the end of my one-month sem break.
I felt like the first day of sem break is just yesterday. :(
But I consider myself super lucky that, I only study one subject in this sem.
Only 2 classes each week.
Feels like, erm, enjoying? LOL
But there have 4 subjects in my coming semester, so now is honeymoon for me.
Prepare myself to accept the challenge.
To be more stronger, independent and confidence.
I told myself the same thing like everytime but always failed to do so.
But I won't stop doing this, reminding myself that I'm already a grown-up.
And should start to act like an adult.

I didn't do well in my last semester, and I was really frustrated.
I guess I'll never forget that moment but I know, we shouldn't let the past stop us from moving on.
It already happened, all we can do is to learn the lesson from it.
And alert ourselves not to let the history repeat itself.

During the semester break, I didn't do anything fun or memorable.
Most of the time wasted in front of the laptop.
It should't consider all wasted, cause I really wanted to put effort on improving my English skill.
I read a lot of fanfics, it only limited on something that I'm interested in.
Cause I know, if I force myself to read something I don't like, I won't be able to learn anything even finish reading it.

But now, I almost stop reading and I feel so guilty.
Cause recently I'm addicted in reading quotes.
Especially life quotes and inspiring quotes.
Whenever I'm bored or upset or not in a good mood, I read it.
To think, to inspire myself, although sometimes it didn't work at all. LOL
But it's enough to calm myself down and stop me from walking into the deep black hole.

At first, I googled, then I found it a lot on Twitter.
And whenever I've read a quote and find it so meaningful to me, then I retweeted.
I can't help myself but kept retweeting, spamming my own timeline, even my followers'.
I don't want this to be a burden to them, so I start to copy and paste those quotes into file instead of retweeting.
And so far, I already collected almost 300++ quotes and still on going.

Besides quotes, I read about myself as well.
My zodiac, cancer.
Some of you may not believe in this thing, I'm not supertitious too, but it just described me so accurately and even I myself can't express it all out.
It's so fun to know about myself more, a girl who is so simple yet complicated too.

I don't know whether 2012 would do nice to me or not, but I hope that I can be a better me this year. :D



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Jan 12

It would be perfect if I have great family, friends and lover at the same time.
But nothing is perfect, and I appreciate what I have now.

I miss my friends.
Although we're kind of lost contacts, and maybe our friendship aren't as good as before.
Maybe I'm already not the one who will let you think of when you're sad or happy or angry.
Maybe I'm already not the one who is important to you anymore.
But still, you all always have the important place in my heart.
The memories we shared, are too precious to me.

Still, everyone is having a living, including me.
So, we can't do anything but moving on.

I'm not the approachable type.
To be frank, I seldom start a conversation, I wait for people to talk to me.
Sometimes, I don't start it just because I want to know how long it takes you to remember me.

Time changes, people change.
We don't even know what will happen the next second.

But, please always remember that, I love you and miss you and I'm always here for you all. ♥

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I'm so into TaeNy couple lately.
I like the other couples too, but this couple is my all-time-favourite. :D

Because of their friendship.
Sweet, yet strong.
They fight, but it means they're close enough to fight.
This makes their bond even stronger.

This two have totally different personalities.
One looks strong but fragile inside, one looks innocent but tough inside.
Sometimes, two people with different personalities match well.
For example like, me, I barely speak infront of strangers, I even put on a cool face.
So, actually I need a person who is always cheerful, positive and socialize.

I wish I have friendship like TaeNy too. :D

TAENY IS MORE THAN REAL. ♥

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