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Thursday, March 29, 2012

F.R.I.E.N.D




不懂是不是因为今天太闷 特别想念这几条妞
并不是说因为闷才想念 lol
只是因为脑袋空空 你们就成为了我想念的主角

这期间 有老套的想过弄video 弄slide show
只是想表达对你们的想念
但都因为我的三分钟热度 还有太复杂 就有始无终了

这几条妞 这几条妞 怎么说
我都好珍惜 好珍惜
我本身就是一个很难交朋友 但一旦交上了 就永远的人

中学毕业第二年 改变了很多
我不知道我们之间的友谊 是否改变了
但你们在我心中的位置 不曾改变

对我来说 没能像之前那样 天天能见到你们
是种煎熬
个个都有了自己的生活
不懂的事情越来越多
见面了 什么都说不出口
只因为想珍惜可以见面的时光

我不善表达
我不喜欢肉麻话
在你们面前 我什么话都说不出口

我也会不安 每天都在想
你们是不是都忘了我 是不是只有我一个在想念
我很念旧..

都不找我 我都要哭liao
TT
有空一定要出去叙旧一下!
不然我就杀去你们家! hng!

Sunday, March 25, 2012

SNSD ♥

I had a great night yesterday and it would be the greatest day in my life.
I love SNSD for about 4 years and finally FINALLY, I met them in real life. :)


I can't sleep the whole day cause my mind was full of them.
Imagining how great it'll feel.
I headed to klcc at 7 something in the morning hoping that I could get a good spot.
But it turned out not what I expected, cause everyone is everywhere. lol.
There was no exact a line to queue up.
So, I simply find a place and sat there.

During that time, I felt so insecure as I didn't know where was the entrance.
Then, I saw soshified members start setting up their banner.


So nice! And everyone started taking pictures like it's real them. lol.
And I spotted myself at the left hand side.
Wearing white T-shirt with pictures, sitting on the floor #likeaboss. lol.

Then, the weather was getting hotter and hotter.
So, I went inside klcc to have lunch.
This was what I'm wearing yesterday.

Front 

Back
It's handmade shirt, me and kashin made it.
We both were wearing the same shirt.
It quite messed up, but we're still proud to have it. lol.

Because this special shirt only have 2 in this world, so it quite stood up.
I realized some of the people keep staring at our shirt.
Even some foreigner saw it then said "WOW, SNSD." lol!
Quite embarrassed but felt proud too.
Not embarrassed because of them knowing I'm a SONE but my poor drawing skill. lol.

Skip the waiting part and start the unhappy part.
In the evening, the securities started blocking and simply stood at one spot and said where he stood is the front line.
So everybody RUSH to his back hoping that they'll get into the front line.
The pushing caused.
After that, people made chaos and I thought SNSD came.
A FEW TIMES.
At the end, it ended up seeing nothing. @#%$#&$#^@#$!@#!@

It was my first time being pushed here pushed there like a sadine.
Everyone was CRAZZAYY.
But luckily Dao Jun and Jessica JJ helped us.
Thank you so much! :D

Finally I got into the fan zone, but already so many ppl there.
So, I tried to find a spot that I could see them clearly and not being squeezed.
But it's quite far to the stage.
So the feeling of seeing their real person isn't that strong.
But I still feel great happiness. :)

Let the pictures do the talking. :)





So sad that Yuri didn't get to come here.
She has her filming schedule. :(
See you next time, Yuri! :DD
Before they appeared, I stood on a high place (I don't know what it called).
Then the securites kept calling us to come down.
I felt so fed up as I'm quite short and there're a lot of tall people blocking my sight.
But luckily during their performance they didn't do so.
If not I sure COMPLAIN them till DEATH.

The second they appeared, I cried.
The moment when Tiffany shouted:"MALAYSIA, PUT IT BACK ON!", I cried.
The time they're gone, I have already no tears.
But the sad feeling is so strong, it remains until now.

I want to see them again, at their 3rd or world tour.
I know, they're definitely coming to M'sia again as they promised us. :)

My pictures, credit to kashin.






My big thanks go to Joshua, who bought tickets to most of the SONEs.
Without his help, I won't be able to see my girls and I will stand on the road outside. lol.
I feel so glad and happy to know these SONEs.
They're so kind and funny. haha.
Will meet them again at SNSD's concert in the future. :D


20120323 The day I met my girls in real life.


You know why I love SNSD?
They remain humble even though they're so well-known.
They don't brag or complain even if they received unfair treatment.
They ask us to love other fandoms.
They congrats and feel happy for artists that received award like they're winning.
They enjoy the other artists' performances fully.
They are always so cheerful, positive and dorky.
Most of all, they love us, SONEs.

FOREVER 9.


-END-

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

March 20

昨晚终于读完了我的<女王力>
得到了很多启发
这也是为什么我喜欢读自我启发的书

在这里分享一些 带给我最多启发的字句
1. 我为自己而活 我为己而容.

2. 自己的快乐自信 不是来自于别人 而是来自于你爱你自己.

3. 当你越相信自己有多糟 你就越不可能会变好.

4. 懂的拥有正面力量 少批评自己 批评别人 多微笑 爱自己 你会变得越来越美.

5. 你一直质问自己为什么不快乐 但是为什么你不能让自己快乐?

6. 人生苦短 为何没事让自己不快乐? 快不快乐都是自找的 自己选择的.

7.人生本来就有很多考验 浪费时间在抱怨 不如赶快跨越.


真的 一个人 最需要的 就是正面的思想.
没有正面的思想 永远不会有光明的未来.

我花太多时间在抱怨 羡慕 嫉妒别人
却从没想过 好好充实一下自己


我可以的 ! :D


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今天一整天都处在很震惊 不安 兴奋的状态
因为得知少时会来马的消息
而且还在三天后
那种震惊 真的 心漏跳了一拍
这一整天 都在struggling 少时到底真的会不会来
对我们马来西亚SONE而言 真的是很难想像的事

不过我也希望以此方式 让她们知道马来西亚也有很多SONE
她们就会来这里办演唱会了 哈哈

我才不管 那挤不挤 热不热 我得很早很早出发
能看她们那么一眼 我也心甘情愿了 :)

老天爷 求求你 实现我和大家的梦想.

好爱你们九只 怎么办

Saturday, March 17, 2012

March 17

Awkward-shocked. lol.

I'm fine. Yeap.
I'm on half sem-break now, final exam on 26th.
My class timetable is too flexible, until I don't even feel like I'm a student right now. lol.
But, the stress that came to me is no joke.
It's really hard to deal with that, it needs a lot of hypnotism to do.
Hypnosis myself to stay positive, to be optimistic.
If I already can't stand all the things I'm going through now, how am I gonna survive in society life?

Two-faced people are everywhere, but I have to smile no matter what.
This makes me a two-faced person too.

They act good in front of you, but scold you rubbish behind your back.
How could this kind of people ever exist?
They don't even feel shame about it.

This kind of feeling is really terrible.
I even felt that the greatest stress is coming from the people, but not the course itself.


So, yeah, I'm fine.
I will be fine. :)


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都只是想知道 谁在乎 谁第一个发现
一切都是不安在作祟