God Bless.

The earth is SERIOUSLY getting worse.

It's really easy to say, but it's hard to do.

I knew, you did pray, you sad, you mad at those human who don't even care about environment.

But, try to change your view.

Do you CARE ?

Do you GO GREEN ?

Green house has been mentioned like dozen of times, but lots of them just treat it like nobody business.

I seldom use plastic bag.

I don't even switch on the air-conditioner in my room.

I never open-burning.

I'll try my best to use public transport if the destination isn't that far.

I'm not trying to prove that how I am good at go green.

But, at least, I am better than numerous of them.

I have a "go-green-bro".

He is going to study environment engineering.

He told me that his future transport is bicycle when he was in the age of 17.

He would check the electricity were all switch off every time we're going out.

I've influenced by him.

So, I always feel so lucky that I have a brother like him.

I hate people who don't switch off the air-conditioner when they don't even use.

I hate people who like to open-burning. Even my neighbour.

I don't understand, I really don't.

Why? Why? Why?

I got no answer.

GOD BLESS.

Emotional.

I am still wondering who I am.

Even myself, confused.

To strangers, I am arrogant.

To friends, I am friendly.

To best friends, I am talkative.

To the one who knows me well, I am two-faced person.

To be a two-faced person isn't that bad.

I can protect myself from hurt.

I smile and laugh hardly.

But who knows the pain inside me.

I tried not to be emotional.

I blacklisted it.

I tried, I did really try.

But, I have to accept that I was born this way.

"I am fine." It actually means "Why the hell you will think that I am fine?"

"I don't mind." It actually means "It's a bullshit if I say I don't mind."

"I don't care." It actually means "I am so fucking care !"

I like to hide myself.

Locked myself in my own world.

The peaceful world.

Alone.

Where is the "trust" between human?

Where is the "loyal" between human?

Time and money destroy it.

I do care my friends even though they always think that I am not that care.

I do worry, I miss them, I love them.

But I don't know how to express it.

Do they have the same feelings as me ?

Or is it just me ?

There are some negative comments towards me from strangers.

But what can I do ?

I am me.

It will be better if you know me well.

What should I do now ?

I am just hopeless.